Author: RedRosenberg
Title: It’s always been you
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Willow/Tara
Spoilers: Entropy+
Warnings: None
Summery: Just a short fic about Willow’s thoughts after seeing red but whilst she is still Dark Willow.
Part 1
It’s weird how things happen, just when you don’t expect them to. I mean these things don’t always have to be bad, they could be happy light things that make you want to jump up and down with glee. Like that special day when Tara came up into my room. I heard her lips moving and I couldn’t believe the words that were coming out of them, I couldn’t hear the words coming out of them. Something about trust having to be built up on both sides, and fitting in each others lives. It wasn’t until I heard the blessed words that she listened.
“Can we just skip it? Can you just be kissing me now?”
And I was in Tara’s arms. Our lips touching and caressing. It was then that I realised just how much this woman in my arms meant to me. And I clung onto her like there was no tomorrow. Everything I was was put into that kiss. My entire being, my entire essence. If I had know what was to happen so soon I would have treasured every tiny second with her! Strike that every tiny millionth of a second. I would have craved the memory upon my brain. But I didn’t know. Nobody could’ve known.
I feel the tears run down my cheeks as I think of the horrific things that came. I wish with all my heart that I could’ve brought her back, back to me. Yet here I still am without her. All alone in the world. People think that it’s the magic and hate in me that’s making me do this. But they are wrong it’s the love in me, the love for the woman I held so dear and I cannot ever see again.
I want to hate Warren I do, but I can’t. Of course everybody thinks I do. But I don’t. I can’t. I have no emotion in me, just a void, a void that only she can fill. The only reason I’m going to kill Warren is because he did it. A life for a life. It’s not vengeance or payback just fair. He took her light away from me and for that I shall take his.
His body is in front of me, the stench making me sick, but it’s fair. Andrew and Jonathon their death would be fair too. But not yet I stay standing at the body of my girlfriend’s murderer. And I feel nothing just that numbness that is slowly spreading over my body. It’s like I’m not there anymore nothing is. I’m empty.
I step away from the body and continue for there is nothing else I can do. Nothing else I want to do but let go of my control to the void, and be with my Tara forever.
Because it was her.
“Tara it’s always been you!”
End
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