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She doesn't truly love me.I know this I'am not that much in love with her that I can't see it.I'am her replacement for him and as much as I hate to admit it it doesn't bother me like I thought it would.Oh when I'am alone and think about it it burns my insides like the fires of hell,but when I'am alone with her all is forgotten and I can't think of anything but her.
*takes a drag on his cigarette *
When someone said "Loves A Bitch" they weren't kidding and I'am its number one whipping boy.I quess I should have some pride and say no to her.Tell her I know she dosen't love me and be done with it and her.But God help me I'am so weak when it comes to her I can't do it.Becouse when she gives me that look it gets to me everytime.That I know deep down your a good man and will do the right thing look.When she uses it on me I can refuse her nothing.So here I am now getting ready to head out for a battle that I more than likely want return from.
*takes another drag on his cigarette*
What makes me say this you might ask?Just a feeling that I have.If I had any sense I would run away and get away from this place and her and live.But I can't do that to her.She's counting on me I'am her champion she said.So becouse of this trust she has in me I'd rather die the most painful and horrible death than to fail her.She's calling me now telling me its time and as much as I want to run I know I won't.But why do I feel this way for her when she loves him and not me?I quess it's simple when you think about it.
*takes last drag and puts on his leather jacket*
Even the smallest amount of love she gives me is the only bright light in my whole dark and evil life.So for this I will follow her to the ends of the earth and to my last day.Which I have a feeling that last day maybe today.
*puts out his cigarette and walks out the door*.
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