The bed.
The kiss.
The two of you.
My once cold heart breaks in an instant.
How could I be so stupid?
Your love.
Your heart.
Never for me, only for others.
Was I just a joke?
How could I be so blind?
Did you notice that I cared?
That I had feelings to be spared?
Guess not.
I can't feel guilty now, just numbness and tears.
How could you be so selfish?
Should I have said it,
Those magic little words?
Would it have mattered,
Would you have stayed...
Never to drift away?
It doesn't matter now.
I won't feel guilty,
I'll simply run away.
I love you,
But it doesn't matter now.