Song : Kelly Clarkson – Addicted.
This is the most SPUFFY song I know ! its like it was written for them both.
Anyway, this is just a one chapter thing about Buffy and spike having a dance. Hope you like.
I’m not sure whether it would be classed as a song fic or not lol, as I’m pretty new to the whole fanfic thing. But I hope you enjoy it anyway
Please review.
Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
A few lights were turned on and illuminated the dance floor in a soft glow.
The next song started to play.
Buffy got up off her stool and slowly walked across the dance floor, avoiding the couples that were already dancing.
Spike had been watching her all evening. He was hoping to take their relationship to the next level, the level where she actually cared about him. But he knew deep down that wouldn’t happen.
She glanced at him out of the corner of her eye as she slowly moved to the music.
Spike walked across the dance floor and met her in the center. He looked down at her through his piercing blue eyes.
Buffy put her arms around his neck and continued the dance.
Buffy looked into his eyes, she knew how much he loved her but she couldn’t love him back. She couldn’t love anyone inside. Ever since she was brought back, she’d felt numb inside. The only time she didn’t feel like she was still in the ground, was when she was with him. Spike understood her, he knew her. Better then any of her friends did.
She kept her walls up, she needed to be strong for them, be strong for the world. She never really felt like she could be herself.
If she kept her walls up she would be safe. Well, that had been her theory before she got together with spike.
He always made her walls come crashing down; sometimes literally.
Spike lowered his head to her ear.
“You’re mine you know all mine” he whispered softly. He smiled a little then placed a kiss on her lips.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
Buffy pulled away then looked up into his eyes, coming out of her daydream of what her life would have been like if she hadn’t been the slayer. A normal life.
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It’s like I’m not me
Spike pulled her a little bit closer as they danced. They looked like any other normal couple but no one had a clue what they were, what they had become.
Buffy didn’t know what she felt. Neither did she know who she was anymore. She was lost, she couldn’t help it. Her walls were crumbling and she was leaving herself wide open. She’d never felt like this before, not with Angel, not with Riley.
‘Is this love?’ she thought to herself.
Buffy stepped away from spike; she looked at his confused face. She wouldn’t admit it. She walked off the dance floor and went back to the table she had been sitting at.
Spike followed her.
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
“What's the matter?” he asked her.
She took her jacket off the back of the stool. “I can’t do this” she said.
“Do what?” he asked.
“This” she replied. “You and me.” Buffy looked at him, her heart sank as she said the words. She pulled her jacket on.
Buffy turned and started to walk towards the exit. She looked at the dance floor where they had been not to long ago, the couples were still dancing.
Spike caught her hand and turned her around. He pulled her close and kissed her passionately. She laced her arms around is back as they stood in the dark.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
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