*Friday March 22nd, 1997 11 years after when I first met Angel. Dear Diary:
*Things have changed so much since that faithful day when I first met the most cutest and adorable boy I ever laid eyes upon. Angel.
Everything since that time has changed and I desperately need and miss him so much like an uncontrollable yearning but it's already been eleven years to this day since I last saw him.
Even though so many years has passed, I really missed him so much. Every night since I was five, I have been crying and only thinking about his beautiful brown eyes and his soft spiky brown hair.
I remember holding his own warm small hand in mine, going through that weird stuff that we couldn't even understand at that time.
But I remember the times we shared when I had to protect him from those boys who were picking on him and that day he had saved me from them and then gave me the most beautiful rose ever.
Even those it was long time ago, I actually still keep the dead pedals safe inside a glass jar because it was one of the things Angel had given me at that time and I treasured it dearly more than anything.
I look down at the cross necklace he had given me also which I wear every day and haven't even taken it off since he gave it to me.
Little did I know was that the necklace was gonna be used for a very different purpose, something I didn't have even thought of in mind.
I shook my head and thought about the little kisses we had which even at five years old, really liked alot because Angel had looked so shy and cute at the same time which I thought was more cute than looking at a puppy.
He gave me my first kiss. My first real kiss. One that I will treasure always for the rest of my life until the day I die. I would never forget it, or those strange visions I had when I was with him, hearing the words Soulmates crossing my mind when I couldn't understand or comprehand them at that time.
But I kinda do now. Soulmates from what I read are two people who were destined to be together forever, having that spiritual and emotional connection to each other which i had read from reading Giles' books in the library.
That's the other thing. I'm 16 years old and I haven't even seen the presence of Angel ever again which is bringing tears to my eyes at the moment. Everything in my teenage life is changing so constantly but I wish Angel was there with me, holding my hand and kissing me, comforting me.
I felt so comfortable being with him, he made me feel protected and warm on the inside, but all of that was gone forever now. That was the last time I ever saw and would see him ever again.
And I miss him so much, it feels like half of my soul was ripped apart when i found out he was moving to another town without even saying a word to me.
Not even a goodbye but that was what Giles said was supposed to be like if you had found your soulmate, which i did even at an early age. Angel. My Angel. He was my soulmate and I was his.
But he wasn't here anymore and that makes me feel so scared for myself and him, not knowing where he was. Everything since I turned 16, is changing so much its kinda hard to take it.
Since Angel was gone, I had found out that i was the Chosen One, the Slayer, the one girl in all the world with the power to combat the forces of Darkness. That's really great, I thought sarcastically.
I wanted to be a normal high schooler hanging out with my new buds Xander and Willow whom I had met when I first entered Sunnydale High. That's where I also met Giles' who is my Watcher unfortunately.
So night after night, I have to stake vampires, demons, and other forces of Darkness because Sunnydale is sitting atop of the Hellmouth which means this is where all the evil beings lurk at night and me being the Chosen One, had to stop them.
I couldn't believe the first time when I had to be called as the Slayer. I was just a normal girl before then a long time ago and now I have been Chosen to stop the forces of Darkness.
I don't mind the supernatural strength and healing that comes with being the Slayer, but it burdens my social life constantly, but I'm kinda getting used to it a bit. Thanks to Giles who is being pushy at the moment while I'm writing this.
Since I been called as the Slayer, great memories of me and Angel lingered through my mind, something I will never forget til the end of time.
Thinking about him and the memories we shared brings a smile to my face, even though my life has become a bit darker since becoming the Chosen One but at least I'm not alone on this.
I have my mom, Willow, Xander, and Giles helping me go through this, even though Giles can be a pain in the ass.
As I'm finishing off this entry, I hope that one day I will meet my soulmate again, even if it takes a thousand years I hope that my Angel will come back to me and who knows?
Maybe even help me kick the monsters' ass straight to Hell when the time is right but my heart aches constantly for him to come back to me so I can love him and kiss him once more.
As far as I know, the Watchers' Council didn't pick me to become the next Slayer which I was kinda happy because some of them are kinda stuck up for Britains anyway.
I was Chosen as a warrior from a magical and powerful force called the Powers That Be as Giles had explained earlier.
They are the ones who controlled my fate as the Slayer and my destiny as Angel's soulmate which I don't mind a bit. I really don't know if I ever meet them or The Oracles because of them calling me.
Giles had told me that besides being the Chosen One, the Slayer, I was also a Champion for the Powers That Be, the Champion who was gonna save the world from the dark forces evading it.
Which probably explains why I was called as the Slayer. Because of the Powers. They Chosen me to become their new warrior, Their Champion, which makes me feel too important since they are the ones gifted me with supernatural strength and healing which i think is kinda cool.
Giles had told me that they was another Champion of the Powers, in which we do not know who it is at the moment which means I'm not the only Champion at the moment which kinda helps since I would not be the Powers' only Champion fighting the dark forces alone.
there was another Champion somewhere, but it would only be a matter of time before we can find he or she. But I wasn't thinking about that at the moment.
I'm thinking about everything Giles had said of me being the Champion at the moment, adjusting to high school with her new friends and everything.
But I was still thinking about my Angel. I couldn't stop thinking about him. That's how much I missed him since that day back when I was five. I missed him so much, I yearned for him constantly
.I think that's everything that I need to write here. I have to go to Bio class now with my new buds. I'm grateful to have them because they help me combat the forces of Darkness, knowing that they would risk their lives. Including Giles, my Watcher. And about my Angel, all I can say is this.
Till We Meet Again, My Love.
Signed, Buffy Summers a.k.a. The Chosen One and Champion.*
I sign my Diary entry, then closed the book as I walked with Willow and Xander to class, still thinking about Angel.
I hope that someday he will get back, he will return to me. After all we are soulmates, we're destined to be together forever. Always....
To Be Continued.....
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