Chapter 1: Damn, My Past Is Screwed Up
Buffy was lying in her bed still clothed. She was thinking about what she was going to do about the slayer.
He would kill her if he knew she helped his sister, but Dawn was so clearly depressed and disturbed by her mother's death that she couldn't let her down.
Buffy had first realized she was in love with the slayer a couple weeks ago, when she first had "the dream".
The dream involved her, the slayer and all the unresolved sexual tension becoming less unresolved.
The dream had been recurring and Buffy had discovered, that even with her being a vampire, she was incredibly kinky.
The first fifty dreams left her thinking that she had some twisted crush on her mortal enemy. She was sure it would pass and pretty soon she would be back to planning the slayers death in the most horrific manner she could think of.
But the next hundred had made her believe her feelings were real. She loved the slayer. She loved William E. Bennington (also known as Spike, very few people chose to call him by his real name). She loved her mortal enemy. Now all she needed to do was convince him of the fact.
Buffy thought back to the death of her two mothers. The first one obviously being her birth mother.
Her birth mother had died of one of the many horrible diseases you could have caught back in the day and Buffy remembered thinking that, at the time, she would give anything to have her mom back.
When Buffy was a mortal she was pitiful. She was horribly lovestruck by a man who was socially above her. His name was Clem and Buffy would spend hours locked in her room daydreaming about there wedding.
Buffy's mother, Anne Summers, was the only one who did not write Buffy's deepest desire off as meaningless prattle. Her mother would listen to Buffy's dream and even take part in Buffy's vivid fantasies, helping her plan the wedding and what not.
Two weeks before Buffy's faithful meeting with Angel, Anne died. Buffy naturally was devastated. At first she refused to believe, stating that the news bringers were playing mind games with her and she did not find it funny in the slightest. Second she blame it on the doctors, cursing them and their families. Lastly, she simply blamed it on herself.
Two weeks later she was attending a lavish ball when she literally ran into Clem. After apologizing profusely Buffy asked Clem if maybe he like to dance. This resulting in him spouting off some nonsense about how she was being to forward and she was beneath him.
This made Buffy's eyes to tear. She ran from the ball in haste, knocking into some innocent pedestrians. When she eventually found an alley in which she could wallow in pity she sat down. No sooner than she had sat down before Angel talking in riddles confronted her.
He said wonderful things such as calling her a "his beautiful princess" and threatening, a little to vividly the death of the person who brought her to tears. Buffy was strangely soothed by his presence. That was until he showed her his real face
Her next mother had been Drusilla. After she was turned Drusilla was the one who had taught her to kill, to revel in the screams of pain that her victims emitted.
Even though Angel had been one to turn her into a demon, Drusilla was the one who made her a monster.
Drusilla had been dead to her ever since she came upon that pesky soul of hers. Now she was a regular do-gooder.
She remembered thinking that even with her being a demon, when Drusilla left her and their family she would have given anything to have her back.
Well, that shows where wishing gets you.
About three years ago when Drusilla lost her soul for the second time, she started screwing Angel, her Angel. You know your family is messed up when your loony surrogate boyfriend is screwing your malicious surrogate mother. Well, I guess when you are an evil immortal thing you don't really think about those things.
She remembered her mothers and she remembered the effects their deaths had on her. Besides, realizing that even by vampire standards her pass was screwed and also deciding just what she was going to do about the mystical end, chosen to slay creatures of the night.
Meanwhile across town, William Bennington was lying on his bed with his clothes on. Thinking about his mom and his sister. There was just so much he could not handle. Sure he could beat up soulless demons and avert apocalypses easy, but when it came to raising his sister even though she wasn't real, he had no clue.
How was he supposed to help Dawn with her grief if he couldn't even handle his own? Life was so much simpler when he could just kill his problems with a pointy stick.
He did not know anything about bills or how to handle Social Services. He just couldn't do it. It was too hard. He couldn't handle all the responsibility. Sure all his friends were helping, lending him cash and helping him with his sister and the house. Hell, even Buffy, his sworn enemy was being kinder towards him and
Dawn lately, but it was not enough.
Spike turned his thoughts to the blonde vamp. Their relationship had been a weird one. She had arrived in Sunnydale about three years ago and since then had been a major pain in his ass.
At the time of Buffy‘s and her nutter‘s boyfriend Angel arrival in good old Sunnyhell, Spike had been seeing the original "good" vampire, Drusilla. When the two big bads had come to town Dru had confessed to him that she had created Angel who in turn sired Buffy.
She gave a whole speech on how we should fear Buffy and Angel. They possessed fighting abilities extraordinary for even vampires.
What had blown
Spike away, although he would never admit it to her, was Buffy's tenderness and patience towards Angel.
From what Dru told him, she was extremely protective of him and god help the person (or vampire), who tried to go after Angel. After much begging on his part, Dru told him the story about Buffy's extreme jealous tendencies.
"One time", Dru had told him, " Buffy, Angel and I were at a tavern. One of the local wenches looked over at Angel and gave him a wink. Buffy had such a fit. To get back at the girl, she took her out into the alley and stripped off her skin piece by piece.
Once he got through the ick factor, Spike was very strangely touched about Buffy's devotion to Angel. That all went away when Dru got evil.
"Why am I thinking of such things?“ Spike thought out loud and as he was rising from the bed he mumbled: "I need to kill things".
In the moldy, dank crypt in the middle of a cemetery across town from Spike's house, Buffy rose from her bed mumbling: "I need to kill things".
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