Anya and Spike leaned in to kiss, but Spike turned his head away at the last second. “Anya, you’re drunk,” he said, softly.
Anya pulled back. “Sorry. So, you wanna tell me exactly what happened between you and Buffy?” She asked. “Since its so obvious that something did.”
Buffy watched the screen as she listened to Spike and Anya.
Spike looked at Anya. “Not really much to tell,” he said. “She never stuck around long enough.”
“But you still love her?” Anya asked.
“Never stop. Can’t. Thinking about leaving town, give her what she wants,” Spike said, drowning his whiskey.
Buffy’s eyes widened as they filled with tears. She ran towards the door, grabbing her jacket on her way out. She ran all the way to the magic shop and crashed through the front door. “Spike!”
Spike picked up his head and sighed before looking at Anya. “You still love Harris and he loves you. Don’t let him go,” he said, going towards the training room.
“Spike!” Buffy yelled, going after him.
Spike paused before leaving. “Slayer, I was just leaving, so chill out,” he muttered.
“Spike, would you just listen to me
goddamn it!” Buffy yelled.
“Why? So you can blame me for something else?” Spike asked, crossing his arms.
“Spike, shut up for a second,” Buffy said. “You can’t leave.”
“Why? Isn’t that what you told me to do?” Spike asked.
“I lied,” Buffy said.
Spike growled in frustration. “You need to make up your mind, Buffy,” he said.
Buffy walked up to him and pulled his lips down to hers for a gentle kiss.
Spike rested his hands on her hips and kissed her back.
Buffy pulled away slightly. “Spike, I don’t want you to leave. I need you,” she said, slipping her hand into his. “Lets go home, k?”
Spike followed Buffy with lots of questions on his mind.
Buffy and Spike entered the house, greeted by Dawn.
“Hey, where did you go?” She asked.
“I’ll tell you about it in the morning. Right now, Spike and I are going up to bed,” Buffy said, pulling Spike upstairs.
Once upstairs, Buffy sat Spike on her bed and stood in front of him. “I’m sorry,” she said, placing her finger over his lips. “Let me say this. If I don’t say it know, I may not be able to later. I left you to see if I could live in this world without your arms and I can’t. I thought I would have the strength to be on my own and I don’t. Seeing you with Anya, even though you turned away, made me realize you might find someone better then me to fall in love with. I don’t want that. I need you but we need a break. We were killing each other and it did good to have some space. I still wanna be with you, but I need some space. Do you forgive me and do you still wanna be with me?” She asked, a few feet away from him.
Spike’s eyes melted as he looked at a scared girl instead of a slayer. He stood up and went over to her. “Do you really want this?” He asked.
Buffy nodded. “More then anything. Spike I was so scared before. I didn’t think it was gunna work and I didn’t wanna lose you,” she whispered. “The question is, do you want this? After everything I’ve said and done to you?”
Spike leaned down and kissed her softly. “Forget the past Buffy,” he whispered.
Buffy wrapped her arms around him in a hug. “That sounds good,” she said.
Spike wrapped his arms around and hugged her tightly. “You should get some sleep,” he said, running a hand over her hair.
“Are you gunna stay?” Buffy asked.
Spike pulled away. “Yes. If you want me to,” he said.
“I do. I’m just gunna change, unless, you think we can sleep naked, without making love,” she said, with a small smile.
“I think we can do that,” Spike smiling.
Buffy and Spike helped each other remove each other’s clothes and crawled into bed. For the first time, Buffy snuggled into Spike’s arms and went
to sleep.
Spike smiled and fell asleep as well.
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