Three Little Words: so hard to say...
by SciFiFan151852
Three little words

Disclaimer: I do not own Spike (although sometimes I wish I did), he belongs to Joss Whedon.

Summary: A drabble/poem (kind of) of three little words that spike couldn’t tell Buffy. WARNING: contains suicide

Rating: PG-13 (Just to be safe!)

Genre: Drama/Angst

Pairings: kind of Spike/Buffy… or maybe not.

Warnings: just some mild language, and suicide…

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I wish I could share all my heart with her

Remove all the obstacles that stand in our way

I wish I could show her I care

Show it now, show it then, show it when I can

Say those three famous words

But my demon won’t let me

I open my mouth but the words don’t want to come out

She hits me, disgusted, and I wonder what I said?

I head home, sad; I force myself not to cry

Evil vampires don’t cry but

Hell I haven’t been one for years

The alcohol stings my throat

It’s as hot as the tears that were finally shed

The silence is numbing, all alone for too long

The pain shoots through me but

I don’t feel it anymore

That final look, that gasp of peace and

All that’s left are ashes and a letter

The stake clatters to the floor

Echoing through the empty crypt

The cool winter’s breeze gently opens

Opens the letter solemnly addressed to her

Three little words that were never uttered

That caused so much pain

Revealed for the world, and her, to see

I love you



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