Three Words: Three Words
by spikelover6661
know the world is cruel,
I’ve known before Heaven,
But now I’m here without fuel.

Your heard doesn’t pound in your chest,
I don’t belive you really can love,
But you understood better than the rest.

I know there isn’t much more I can say,
I know all you want is three words,
But the ones I say are probably closer to “Please, stay away.”

You were here,
I wanted to be gone,
So I drew you near.

You said you loved me,
You said you’d give anything,
I seem to remeber you down on one knee.

But I just can’t think,
You aren’t what you are,
I also remember my head banged across the bathroom sink.

I know you’re back,
Heart broken and sulky,
But never in love for me do you lack.

I am a fool,
To ever think I could do this.
You were just a discarded tool.

I abused you,
And believe me I am sorry,
But there are more things I wish I didn’t do.

You were supposed to ease pain,
To make this hell a brighter place,
But you only reopened wounds all over again.

You still can’t let go,
I know it will take forever,
But please step out of the shadow.

You are not good,
You fooled me,
But that is not a should.

Look, I mean no harm,
I can’t love you,
You were never really on my arm.

I hid,
I lied,
I even reminded myself I too had died.

You’ve proved my trust,
And gone and lost it,
But getting it again is a must.

There is much more I could say,
But we’ll just save it for another day.

There need be no names,
To reopen past pains,
But I don’t love you.
I will never love you.
I never can love you.
I admit my attraction,
But I don’t.
I will never let your ears hear those three words.
In Loving Memory...

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