The Silent Watcher: The Silent Watcher
by Jenn
I do not own any characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer, they belong to Joss Weldon (who is the greatest author in the world). So pleeeeeease don't sue me (I owe my mom $80 and I'm trying to get a membership to the Official Buffy Club).

I used quotes from the show from Spike and Buffy. I did not write as well as Joss did! :)



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The darkness in your eyes
the care they hold
when I appear
You mean the world to me
The way you walk
like the man you aren't
The lack of breath you
breathe when we kiss
Your hands, big as they are
held with mine as we walk
Still those troubled eyes
look right through me
Never know you could hurt me so
By loving me to your death
but still you haunt me
Like a guilt
Friends don't know
you've come back
Like an animal you are
thristing for blood but
thristing for me instead
It scares me so
This hidden passion
inside we share
"You're not friends
You'll never be friends
You'll love each other
till it kills you both"
says the hurt one
who returns from his
drunken rage,
"Love isn't brains
children it's blood...
blood screaming inside
to work it's will"
He's right...
I can fool my friends
I can fool my watcher
But I can't fool myself
Just when I was
about to get over you
You appear out of nowhere
You try to kill the love
you hold, but I need you
You might feel guilty
You might hate yourself
for loving me so
and hurting me in return
You try to leave thinking
that no one or thing
needs you but
What about me?
I love you so much
and I tried to make
you go away and it
didn't help
and I hate it, I
hate that it's so hard for you
and that you can hurt
me so much
I wish that I
wished you dead
but I don't, I can't
I know everything you did
because you did it to me
We can fight this evil
together but if you're
too much of a coward
then burn, but don't
expect me to watch
and don't expect me to
mourn because this is not
your doing....I love you...


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