My Hell: My Hell
by Spikes Princess Dru
I don't own the beautifully created characters of BtVS. A very nice man named Joss did. Give all the creative credit to him and everyone else at Mutant Enemy. The words and feeling are my own.

This is from Spike's view. Please feel free to critize and complement.



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I sit and watch her sleep,
waiting for her to wake,
what will she think,
would she want to go back?
to him,
to how it was before.

then I think about HER,
her blond hair and perfect skin,
her smile and laugh,
what am I doing?

What should I do?
I feel so close to HER,
but here I am,
with this dark haired;
deeply disturbed creature beside me,
thinking of my mortal enemy,
but I can't stop,
it felt so good to be near HER,
and not worry about what SHE would do,
not looking over my shoulder,
and not being near my "love"

Apparently she's not dead,
the world is still going,
the "happy meals with legs" are still walking about,
but is HE dead?
did she do it?
wished I could go back,
but I made a deal,
and she is still beside me,
and as long as she's here,
my Hell goes on,
"love" forever,
and Hell eternal.


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