reader warning- this is rated about 1 box of kleenex. It made all of my friends cry and I was crying as I wrote it. enjoy.

I'm not sure
what I want to
say.
It has something
to do with how sorry
I am.
I wasn't there to
protect you when
you needed it.

I fall down on my
knees before your
grave and my
tears fall on the
cold and unforgiving ground.
The air is cool,
but I can't shake
this fever.
I need you, but
your gone.

I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry.
I wish I could
kill him for you.
I would give
my soul to
have you back
safe in my arms.

I never got the
chance to tell you
how I felt.
I planned on telling
you that night, but when
I got there you couldn't
hear me anymore.
The cold earth
doesn't deserve your
beauty beneath it's
surface.

The dirt I grip
in my clenched
hands is freezing.
My feet are numb from
standing in the thin
layer of snow for
so long.
Such an unfitting
resting place for
so beautiful a face.
I would kiss your
cold lips if I could,
but six feet of earth
seperate us.
I love you so much my
love. My Jenny.
I'm sorry.
So sorry.