Soul Crying: Soul Crying
by Ventrue
This piece of literature is fan poetry. I own the characters and ideas which I created. I don't own Buffy the Vampire Slayer & don't own any of the characters from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Joss Whedon, The WB (Warner Bros.), Mutant Enemy, Sand Dollar Television, Kuzui Enterprises, and 20th Century Fox Television own Buffy the Vampire Slayer and its characters. No copyright infringement intended.



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Everyone that's close to me.
Everyone that I know and love.
It feels like they've fallen away.
Now I'm left here in this dark room.
Alone with my reality.

The reality is...
That you were the one thing-
The only thing-
That made any sense in my messed up life.

Everything became too confusing.
It all just got so complicated.
But I thought I had it straight.
I thought it was safe.
Figured I could thaw my heart out.
But me lovin' you
Is what set this cruel destiny in motion.

Giving you that moment of happiness
That your soul longed for,
That one moment led to your demise.

I killed the 'you' I knew and love.
It's all my fault, this time.
Just another soul I couldn't save.

I can't deal with the pain of guilt,
Loss and loneliness,
That my heart's been drowning in.
Oh God, this is too much to bear alone.
Oh God, take me away from all this.
I'm only sixteen.

I'm responsible for this mess.
This death.
This vacancy in my chest.
Happiness doesn't live here anymore.
Not without him.
Not since I've lost my Angel.

Finished 10:02 p.m.


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