What Do I Want: What Do I Want
by Gatekeeper
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Buffy. They are owned by Joss Whedon, WB, and Fox. No copyright infringement is intended.



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What do I want from life?
I only wish I knew.
The only thing I'm sure of is,
that I'm the Slayer.

I'm caught between two worlds,
One Light, the other Dark.
Always trying to be accepted by the Light.
Always being pulled back into the Dark.
Nothing's been the same since my death.
That changed everything. How... I'm not quite
sure. I just know it did.

How do I feel?
I have feelings for one, that I can never be with
But, will never give up on trying.
I have thoughts of another that I can't explain
I try to dismiss them, but they come back,
When I see what he's done, his devotion, and the way he makes me laugh.

"People want the dream, what they can't have.
The more unattainable, the more attractive."
Is that what we're all doing?
Me, Xander, Willow, Angel, are we going after
something we know we can't have,
or something we really want?
Only time will tell.

What do I want from life?
I only wish I knew.
The only thing I'm sure of is,
I'm the Slayer.


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