Nightmare: All my fault.
by BangelShipperForever
In my mind , two nights ago , the night that we made love . . . played over and over in my head. It had been wonderful. But now , he was gone. And it was my fault. I had told him to just kiss me . . .he had said maybe we shouldn't. . . .and I insisted. God , the feel of his skin against mine was explosive . . .but now we paid the price. Me , my friends , my family's life . . .were all endangered . . .because of my foolish decision. Now he was a killer . . .My Angel , was now known as Angelus , the killer with an innocent face. What he said to me , only last night . . .about me and him . . .hurt terribly . . .Now I laid here crying like a baby. God , this hurt so much. I knew I would have to kill him , but I didn't think I could bring myself to do it. For tonight , I will try to get some sleep. Maybe I will wake up tomorrow . . .and find that this all was just a nightmare.

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