tinted love: one
by bluetrixie
Chapter: one

After leaving buffy's apartment spike felt torn apart "how could

she bloody do this to me I changed for and she left me for angel"

he said to himself as he walked approached a bar he sometimes

went to. "Hello spike the usual" the bartender said as he walked

towards the bar "yeah mike sure and double it " mike fixed his

drink and gave it to him then a tall lady in a short mini skirt came

up to him "what's the matter sugar plum "she asked spike sighed

again "what's wrong Maria you ask my bloody girl left me for

someone else that's what's wrong " he said with fierce anger in his

voice. Maria sat next to spike to try and calm him down "spike

dear its her loss I don't know why anyone would leave you your

gorgeous " spike smiled "thanks love " he told her "hey Maria

what about me" mike the bartender asked she went over to him

"now mikey I wouldn't have married you if I didn't think you were

gorgeous " she said as she planted a kiss on her husbands lips and

then started to kiss passionately "oh get a bloody room" spike said

annoyed and disgusted by there display " I think I'm going to go

now "he said but the couple didn't stop to notice spike talking as

they continued to kiss so he left some money and started to head

for the door when he bumped into something or rather someone

"bloody hell "he started to say but stopped when he saw what he

bumped into "bloody hell Carmen what are you doing here " she

smiled " I would ask you the same bloody thing how are you will

you old scoundrel " spike laughed " fine what you've been up to

pet " Carmen laughed " wouldn't you like to know you could have

told me you were leaving " she said angrily " love I didn't want to

leave things just weren't working out for me there " Carmen

pouted " really will you could have told me you just up and

disappeared I haven't seen you in five bloody years will" how

did you find Me love " Carmen looked him over " I have my ways

" spike laughed " do you I see your still wicked pet but really how

did you find me " he said as he put his hand through her long wavy

black hair " you know I have connections every where will " he

interrupted her " its spike now love " she frowned "since when "

spike continued to play with her hair " what's the matter love you

don't like it " she said seductively "no I do it makes you seem

sexier " she said as she caressed his face with her hand . He pulled

her hand from his face "I cant " she frowned why not love "

She asked confused " because I have a " he stopped himself

remembering that buffy had left him and that he didn't have a

girlfriend anymore but he couldn't get involved again with Carmen

She only knew his human side she didn't know that he was a vamp

He remembered when he had first met it was when he had went

back to London to get away for awhile he was in a bar and he saw

her from across the room they had talked and danced and they

became friends and just when they were starting to get

romantically involved spike had to leave to come to sunnydale to

kill buffy but instead he failed and eventually fell in love with her

he didn't change so she could leave him the chip was still part of it

But he still loved her even though she did that to him "oh will I'm

sorry your seeing someone aren't you I shouldn't have " spike

stopped her "no love me and that bird are over " but Carmen still

felt bad " oh will I'm so sorry' he grabbed her chin and said "

don't be as he kissed her passionately.


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