All I have to do is lie.

You try and make me emotional,
All you want to do is hurt me,
I know that, and I can hurt you back,
By saying I don't love you, and never did.
But-
You used to hold me close
And kiss my lips,
And stroke my hair,
You'd protect me,
And tell me I was special.
And that you loved me.
No!
I can't think of you like that.
That's not you anymore.
If I remember you like that,
You'll know my secret
And know that I am lying.