I Never Told You: I Never Told You
by JeNNay
I never told you the things
I ever wanted to say
I was just so scared
If I did you'd push me away

You loved your friends so much
They always came in first
Buffy and Willow were at the top of the list
And I was simply the worst

I loved you so much it hurt
But those three words I never said
And now you've realized what I am
It all became clear in your head

You realized how much you love *her*
And that I was just *there*
So I pretended I didn't love you
Pretended I didn't care

I went back to the way I used to be
Went back to being mean
I thought it would make me forget
But some things just can't be unseen

So I'll keep my feelings bottled up
Pretend they don't exist
I'll pretend that I didn't love you
Or that it meant nothing when we kissed

I never told you all the things
I always wanted to say
But now it's too late to go back in time
So I'll save them for another day

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