Sandy's destiny: The First
by lieselot
The First.

It was now two days later, and I was still ill, I was in the hospital now, so ill was I.
I still had a fever, and I felt hot, so hot.
I was burning up, like there was a heat wave or something.

And I was having all these weird dreams.
One minute I saw who I think was Buffy, I recognized her from some pictures my mom showed me once.
And in the dream, Buffy was being bitten by a vampire who had sort of a fruit punch mouth.
He bit her, and then she cried and fell in the water.
And that was it.

Another dream I've been having a lot lately is Buffy jumping into a huge blue energy thingy.
And then she dies and then I see how she's brought back to life.
And so on and so on I kept seeing pictures of her.

And at the end of the dreams, every time, I see a horrible picture of a monster, stronger then anyone on this earth. It's trapped and it wants to break free.
It has no form, it does not breath, but still, it's the most powerful thing I've ever felt in my entire life.
And it wants to destroy us all.

It calls itself 'THE FIRST'.

Which is that ancient evil that Buffy and the other slayers defeated all those years ago, I know, my mom was there, and now, it's trying to find it's way back into this world. And when it does, no one will be able to stop it.

It's really scary, so I tried not to think about it to much.
I saw my mom yesterday, I think. If it wasn't a dream that is.
She said she was trying to find a way to heal me, that she loved me.
And Joyce was with her too, which suprised me to see that she was out and about.
If it was real, or not, I don't know. I do know that she made me feel safe while she was there, she got my mind of of the dreams, and The First.
I wanted to tell her about IT, but I was to scared, or something kept me from doing so.

When my mom left, cause she always leaves before Nadia arrives to visit, no one even knows she's my mom, they just think she's a friend. Well, when she left, I immediately felt alone and scared again.

Scared to die, scared for The First, for Nadia who always acts so weird, I don't know.
When Nadia came, I was really out of it, I have no idea what she might have said or done.
There's just one thing I remember, she has brown/red hair. Beautiful hair.
I guess she may have taken her non thingy of, cause she was dressed in normal clothes, the first time ever I saw her like that.
Maybe that's why I remember it and not the rest.

She didn't stay long, she may have stayed for 10 minutes or so and then left.

The next day I felt a bit better, and I overheard the doctors say that it was a miracle that I was still alive.

So, I think I may have beaten death, for now.

Cause I know it, I can feel it, when The First comes, I'm dead, we're all dead.
God help us!


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