Thoughts At The End: Willow
by Sinister
This is it. Buffy and all of the others are counting on me, little old me. This is too much pressure I don’t know if I can handle this. I mean last time I used this kind of power I nearly destroyed the world. I was such a horrible person. I never wanna be like that ever again. I tried to hurt my friends…I almost killed Dawn. Tara wasn’t there to see me but if I go evil now Kennedy will. I love her so much. I couldn’t live with myself if I tried to hurt her. Breath Willow everything is going to be ok. You’re going to get through this.
Willow and Kennedy set everything up in the principles office above the Hellmouth. Candles are lit and Willow sits Indian style in the circle. Across from her, Kennedy sits on her knees.
Look at her. She’s so beautiful, so young. I have to do this for her and for Buffy and for everyone. I can’t let them down. This has to work. I’m scared. No Willow don’t be scared, you can do this.
“They should be in place. Ok…magic time.” The scythe is placed inside the circle of candles in front of Willow, “Yeah ready to…hah hah…kill me?”
“Starting to be.”
I hope she can actually do it. If I go all evil I would end up making things ten times worse and they don’t need that. I hope she knows that she has to just kill me if something goes wrong. I’d rather die then hurt my friends. I love them all too much. I think she knows what she has to do if it comes down to it. I don’t know weather that’s comforting or not.
Willow sighs, “Good umm…great.” She places her hands on the scythe.
Here goes nothing. Well something I hope. There better be at least something.
“Braise yourself.”
Kennedy looks at her, “Come on red. Make it happen.”
Ok…I can do this. Concentrate. Find all of the potential slayers and make them slayers. Take my power and the power of the scythe and make it theirs. Slayers…all of them. There will no longer be just one. Come on.
Willow concentrates hard on the scythe and begins to breath heavy, “Oh…my…Goddess.” A flash of bright light engulfs Willow and the scythe.
Oh wow. I can feel them, all of them. It worked. Every girl who could be a slayer now is a slayer. I can’t believe I actually did it.
Kennedy lifts her head and smiles with power. The potentials are now slayers. Willow’s hair turns white as the glow starts to die down. Kennedy looks at her with confusion, “Willow?”
Wow…this whole turning potentials into slayers things is exhausting work. I can’t believe I did it, and I didn’t turn evil. Yay me!
The glow finally stops, “You…are a Goddess.”
Willow looks up at Kennedy, “And you’re a slayer.” She hands the scythe to Kennedy, “Get this to Buffy.” Kennedy takes the scythe and runs out the door.
Oh man…that was awesome. I think I need to lie down though.
Willow smiles and falls to the floor, “That was nifty.”
I still can’t believe I actually just did that. Me? Little old shy yet almost destroys the world Willow. And I’m a Goddess. I can feel everything. I feel slayers growing and getting stronger at every moment. This is amazing. But I’m not sure I can get up. I hope everything is going ok downstairs. I saw Buffy’s vision of all the Turok-Hun that would be there and I just hope that the new slayers can handle them all. I hope Xander and Dawn are ok too. You would think that since I’m a Goddess and everything I would be able to feel that everything is ok…or that its not. I guess I’m just a little week from the spell. Maybe I should try getting up…or maybe not. Ok…guess I’ll just chill out here for a while.
Willow sees a giant, white light that has blown through the floor below her and the ceiling above her. She gets up with a worried look on her face.
Oh shit! What do I do now? Ok gotta get up.
Willow tries to get up but she is still weak. Just as she is about to fall Kennedy runs in the room and grabs her Goddess from the floor and helps her out. Xander also helps Willow up.
My little knight in shinning armor. I should have known that she would come get me. Oh good Xander and Dawn are here too. Thank God they’re ok.
The whole school was coming down. Kennedy took Willow and helped her get outside onto the bus.
Wait…I don’t see Buffy. Oh man I hope she’s ok. Shit, Robin doesn’t look too good. A lot of the slayers are missing. I think there were a lot more casualties then I’d hoped. I hope Buffy’s ok.
As the bus drove on Willow looked around at all of the slayers.
I can’t believe we made it. But is it over? Did we beat the First?
Willow looked out the window of the bus to see Sunnydale being swallowed by the earth.
Wow…I guess it’s fair to say we did win. Yay us!
Willow herd something loud from the roof.
Buffy…she’s ok. Thank God. Both of my best friends are ok, and Kennedy and Dawn look alright too, and my spell worked. I think this turned out to be a pretty good day. I’m a little tired…but still…a good day.
The bus stops and Dawn immediately jumps out the back door and hugs Buffy. Kennedy looks at Willow, “Do you wanna get off?”
Willow smiles at Kennedy, “Yes.”
Of course I wanna get out. I have to go see my friends, see what happened out there. I want to see the world to make sure it’s still here and that everything is going to be ok.
The two girls walk off the bus and walk towards their friends.
Looks pretty good.
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