A NIGHT ALONE: 1
by Spikes Queen
Buffy walked down the stairs, with her jacket pulled tightly around her.

Spike stood as she came down, and put his amulet on the shelf. “Pet?” He asked.

Buffy smiled and came over to him. “Hey. You okay?” She asked.

“I guess so. How about you? You should get some sleep,” Spike said.

“I’m not tired and I wanted to be with you,” she said, blushing.

Spike smiled. “Well, I could use the company,” he said, running his fingers through her hair.

Buffy closed her eyes at the feel of his hand. “Spike,” she whispered, walking closer to him.

Spike brought his other hand to her face. “I’m here Pet,” he whispered.

Buffy opened her eyes. “I know. I just… I don’t wanna lose you,” she whimpered.

“You wont. Not if I can help it,” Spike said. “I’m not gunna make you any promises I don’t intend to keep. I cant’ promise that I’m gunna live through tomorrow but I can promise you that if I don’t I’ll never stop loving you,” he said.

Buffy smiled at his words. “Spike, this might be our last night together and I wanna spend it with no interruptions,” she said, going to lock the basement door.

She came back down and sat on the cot. “I have things I wanna say to you anyways,” she said.

Spike said next to her but didn’t say anything.

“Last year was bad. We had some good time, but both of us made some bad choices. Mostly, I made some bad choices. If I hadn’t led you on, you wouldn’t have done what you did, and you wouldn’t have left,” she said, looking at the floor.

“I know you didn’t mean to and I don’t blame you. I never thought you’d leave. When Riley and Angel did similar things, I didn’t wanna talk and they left, but I wanted to talk to you about it. I didn’t wanna make that mistake but it didn’t make much difference,” Buffy said. “You still left.”

“Buffy, I had to go. I couldn’t stay and let thing go on like they were. I had to do something,” Spike said, his fingers itching for a cigarette.

“Spike, we can’t change what we’ve done. It took a lot for us to get where we are. When you first came to town, we were enemies, then we were allies, when you got the chip. Then you became a friend to me and Dawn’s protector. You have no idea how much I appreciate everything you did for her. Then we became lovers. That probably wasn’t the best relationship for us to have but if we didn’t go through all that, we wouldn’t have this,” she said, grabbing his hand.

Spike entwined his fingers with hers and gave it a slight squeeze.

“Spike when you came back, it didn’t take a lot to trust you again. Sometimes, I feel like I never stopped. You are so important to me, and I don’t think you know how much,” she said, tears in her eyes.

Spike shifted a little and pulled her into his arms. “Shhh. I do know. I see it in your eyes ever time I look at you,” he said, stroking her hair.

Buffy buried her face in his neck and breathed him in. Her arms went around his waist as she hugged him tightly.

Spike settled her on him so that he could lay them down comfortably.

Buffy planted her legs on each side of him and pillowed her self comfortably against him.

After a few minutes, she was calm and relaxed. She pushed herself onto his hips to take off her coat and boots. “Spike?”

Spike put his hands on her hips. “Buffy.”

Buffy swallowed and kissed him softly.

Spike pulled away first. “Pet?”

“I want you,” she said, softly.

“You already have me,” Spike whispered.

“All of you,” she said.

Spike’s hands skimmed up her back under the shirt she wore.

Buffy’s hands pulled his shirt out of his jeans and Spike sat up as she pulled it off. Spike got her shirt off as well, and kissed her, deep and passionate.

Pants disappear as well and how Buffy ended up beneath, she didn’t know, nor did she care. Her eyes stayed locked on his as he slipped inside of her.

After a few long, gentle strokes, her body began to spasm.

Spike kissed her to muffle her scream and her climax hit.

He held her as her body calmed. “I love you,” he whispered, leaning his forehead against hers.

“I know,” Buffy said, kissing him softly. “I love you too.”

Spike smiled and slipped out of her, reluctantly. He settled against her warm body, and Buffy wrapped her arms around him.

Spike began to purr, and it wasn’t long before they were both asleep.




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