Never Coming Back: Love hurts
by a world without prawns
"Anya, how do you feel about dinner? I don't meen how you actually feel about dinner as you eat it regularly and well i was wondering if you'd consider not turning me in for sucking at this so badly,"
Willow awoke to the sound of Xander in front of the mirror in her room.
"No that won't work at all..hmm"
"Xander I know you're haveing Anya trobles but I still think you could at least go for an animate object"siad Willow Yawning
"Oh Will you're awake so.... what'd ya think?
"Good Very....casual, smooth"
"Well its not a crazy booze bash with the Willster but it's a start,"
"Ok had that one coming but I'm mulling, bideing my time until..well until the time is right,"
"Uha, and thats when?happy hour?"
|"Xander"
"Alright I know just...just try to stay off the drinkin ok"
She gave him a warm smile "I will"

"HE DOSN'T GET IT!!!!"
"They never do luv"siad Spike suprised at the sudden appearance of the red head in his crypt, "But who does these days for instance I don't get why your here,"
"I'm here cause I'm huffy and you can't kick me out,"
"Oh...right then I'll be downstairs the-"
"O no you won't mister I came for a resson other than that"
"Wot?"
"Well... when..when Buffy rejected you you were all crushed and such and then it stoped...how'd ya make it stop"she siad it all very quickly so he could barly catch it
"Oh," he siad getting more suprised by the second," I well...I," he couldn't tell her he hadn't told anyone not even Buffy,"Why do you ask"
"Don't give me that you know....It was," She dropped to her knees and began to cry,"I'm so confused, I love her but i loved hhim and before.... I just don't get it how is this love how can i love her so much and she rejects me and loved him and he rejected me and then he wants me back and I reject him,"
"you stopped maken sence a while back now luv,"
"i just..i just miss them you know. If I could just keep someone with me.."
As much as he loved humans in pain this was all to familiar to him, "This..This is hurting Buffy" he thought," so this is hurting me,"
"Red, get up, and listen close...oh and grab me that bottle of brandy, I'm gonna regret this in the mourning,"

40,000 feet in the air

I can't wait for her, I need her... I thought that if I stayed a way and let her be happy let her be..safe, but I need her not just because I love her because..because she loved me, she acctuly cared about me not my guitar. She may not now but she did. She mite not take me back but i need to see her.. just to see her...to stand silently and love her....

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