RATING: PG-14
SETTING: Doyle goes to Sunnydale to meet the gang and meets a vision...then
he has one. Willow/Doyle
DISCLAIMER: All characters are copyright Joss Whedon. We just like to play
with them.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Can I just say how much I miss Doyle? And this one's for Seren,
to help her with the mourning.
By: Laura
PART 1
Hello?
Doyle pulled away from the phone as if it had bit him. Hello?
Hello.
Looking over at Cordelia, he pointed at the receiver. I thought you
said the Watcher was a stuffy, British guy.
He is.
Hello? The soft, distinctly feminine voice came from the receiver.
Cordelia laughed. Its Willow. Say hello, Doyle.
Clearing his throat, Doyle held the phone back up. Er, sorry there,
Doll. Hello. Im
er
Doyle? Willow asked with a giggle. Did you need to talk
to Giles?
What? Doyle shook his head. What was going wrong with him? Hed
never been at such a loss from a womans voice, not even during his
brief distraction with Cordelia. Er
yeah. Um
no. If you could
just let him know that were going to be in town this weekend. Me and
Cordelia, that is. Angel is staying to keep the nights safe for the unsuspecting.
Or something like that. Me, I think hes gonna brood about something
and he just wants to do it in peace and quiet.
Willow giggled again, a soft, simple sound that sent a trickle of something
down his spine. All right. Do you need a place to stay? We could arrange
something.
Nah, not necessary. I know a guy who knows a guy.
All right. Well see you this weekend.
All right. Wait! You dont know what I look like.
Smiling at his rushed, breathless words, Willow giggled once more.
Im going to guess youll be the one with Cordelia.
Cordelia. Right. Doyle nodded, feeling foolish. Ill
see you this weekend.
Bye Doyle.
He stared at the receiver after she hung up, unaware of Cordelias gaze
on him, her eyebrows raised in question. See you this weekend? Very
suave.
Willow, huh? He finally hung up the phone, turning back to the
desk and refocusing his thoughts. Shes the quiet one, right?
The bookworm?
Well, she used to be. Then she got a boyfriend, stopped dressing like
a Sears poster child, stole my boyfriend and became a witch. Not exactly
your typical bookworm.
Doyle sat on the chair, propping his feet up on the edge of her desk.
She cute?
She has her moments. You really think someone who wasnt good
looking could have stolen Xander away from me? Not that her looks are better
than mine, she went on. Theyd been friends since the dawn
of time, she had the edge.
They still together?
Cordelia shook her head. They never were, except for the little fling
they had. She went back to her boyfriend and Xander and I started dismembering
each other
verbally.
And the boyfriend? Doyles voice was a mixture of annoyance
and amusement. She was doing this on purpose, he was sure of it. Maybe she
did have an emotion or two for him buried deep beneath all the hostility.
They still together?
I dont think so. Youve met him, you know. Oz.
The werewolf? His voice rose an octave. You could have
mentioned that!
Why? Cordelias look was all innocence. Did you have
plans to seduce our little Willow?
Seduce? Another octave. I just thought the girl sounded
interesting. I tell ya, how does a man get rid of such a vile reputation
as the one Ive got?
Stop being a lazy, cheating, gambling, whoring half demon? Cordelia
suggested.
Right. Like thats gonna happen. Doyle dropped his feet
to the floor. Wheres Angel?
Downstairs. Moping. Brooding. Something that ends with an
ing.
Fine. Ill be there then.
Fantasize
Cordelia smirked at him, her eyes alight with
humor. Ing?
**
Angel looked up as the gate to the elevator opened. Doyle walked in, settling
into the seat across the table from him. All right, I need some help
here.
I dont know where you can find x-ray glasses to look through
Cordelias clothing.
Doyle pursed his lips as Angel turned back to his book. Very funny.
But Im serious, man. I need some advice.
Just ask her.
Damn it, its not about Cordelia.
Angel looked up, curiosity piqued. Its not? When Doyle
shook his head, he put the book down. But its about a girl?
Yah.
Do I know this girl?
So Ive heard.
Angels eyes widened. Kate?
Good lord, no! That woman would chew me up and spit me out!
I
its
Its Willow, Cordelia offered from the stairs. Hes
heard her bewitching voice and now hes smitten.
Im not smitten, Doyle scoffed. Im just curious
about people I dont know.
Usually only if they owe you money, Angel reminded him. So,
Willow, huh? And youre meeting her this weekend. And Xander. Youll
meet Xander. I wonder what kind of lovely nicknames hell come up with
for you.
Yeah, Xanders kind of particular about his best friends dating
people who arent entirely human. Although hes dating a girl who
used to be a demon with a bad complexion, so I dont think he should
have a say.
You really shouldnt talk bad about yourself, Doyle threw
in, watching in delight as Cordelia got angry. Her face flushed and she turned
away, stomping back up the stairs in her new sandals. Shes really
almost too easy a target.
Almost. Angel nodded. He leaned back in his chair, watching Doyle.
Willows nice. Shes a great girl
woman, I suppose.
But shes also
shes not worldly, whatever Cordelia may have
said about what happened in high school. Shes not in your league,
Doyle.
I just thought she sounded nice. He got up from the chair and
went to the elevator. Ive got no designs on the girl.
Angel watched him go, a small smile on his lips. Right. I believe
you.
**
Willow opened the door of Giles apartment and grinned widely.
Cordelia! She hugged the other girl. You must be
tired from the drive. I made Giles buy something other than tea. Thirsty?
Yeah. Cordelia looked past Willow. Xander here?
In the kitchen, where else? She grinned. Help yourself.
Buffy and Giles are out buying some weapons, theyll be back in a
while.
Oz here?
Willows face fell slightly. No. Oz left. She stepped back
to let Cordelia in and noticed the dark haired man standing behind her.
You must be Doyle. Since youre with Cordelia.
At yer service. He tipped his head, his blue eyes locked on her
green ones. You look like ye belong at home. Nestled near the hearth
telling fairy tales.
Leprechauns and fairies? Willow smiled. Im afraid
Im Jewish, not Irish.
Without thinking, Doyle reached out and took her chin in his hand, tilting
her head, rubbing the silky skin with his thumb. Your skins like
cream.
Willow reached up and placed her hand on his arm, staring into his eyes.
Shock waves seemed to rocket through her at his touch, overwhelming her.
She tilted her head, curious at the sensation. He met her gaze, not wanting
or willing to look away. Willow leaned forward, moving closer to him, her
body swaying forward as if in response to some call. She was about to say
something when suddenly, Doyle fell forward, dragging her down with him.
She rolled away, desperate to get clear of him as he thrashed on the floor.
Cordelia grabbed her and pulled her away from Doyle. Breaking free of her
grasp, Willow moved back in and caught his arm, holding him as he writhed.
Finally, he lay still, his eyes closed as his breathing slowed back to normal.
You make quite an entrance, she said softly.
Scotch? Whiskey? Vodka? He asked, struggling to sit up.
Willow looked back and Cordelia was already there with a glass of amber liquid.
Careful. Giles has the good stuff.
Doyle tossed it back, coughing as it burned. Not good enough.
He took the paper Cordelia held out to him. Scribbling on it quickly, he
handed it back. Call him. I guess were heading back home.
You just got here, Willow said sadly. Something big?
He nodded. But thats not all. Wide green eyes met his,
sending a wave of heat through him. You need to come too.
To LA?
You were in the vision too, Doll. Youre essential.
I dont like being essential. I like being needed but not necessary.
Please?
Pack a bag. He tried to smile, sensing the fear in her. I
wont let anything happen to you.
Neither will Angel, Cordelia reminded them both. Youll
be fine Willow. And if you dont mind a ghost, you can stay with me.
She nodded, swallowing hard. Let me tell Xander, pack some clothes
and well go. Probably dont want to tell Buffy or Giles until
after the fact. They might not agree to let me go. She grinned ruefully.
Theyre a little overprotective.
Right. Well call em on the road. Cordy? You stay here while
I go with her to get her things? Spend some time with Xander?
She narrowed her eyes, glaring at him. Right. Waiting until Willow
moved away to get her purse, Cordelia lowered her voice. Just remember
she doesnt know what you are. And I do.
And what would telling her accomplish?
Just quit with the Xander cracks, okay?
Doyle nodded, smiling thinly. You must still quite like him if they
bother you.
Hey Willow, Cordelia said loudly, Did you know Doyle is
half demon?
**
The ride to Willows dorm was silent, save for her instructions. Doyle
stared straight ahead, not wanting to see her face. When he pulled in front
of her house, she turned to him. Its okay.
What?
I dont care.
He looked at her. Dont care about what?
Willow held up her hand and raised a finger for each sentence.
Point. My last boyfriend was a werewolf. Point. My best
friends boyfriend was one of the most vicious killers of all time.
Point. My other best friend is dating a woman who used to avenge women who
had been wronged. So, meeting a half demon doesnt bother me.
You ever seen a half demon?
She shook her head. Nope. A couple of full demons, a lot of vampires,
a Hellmouth, a werewolf, and a few other big bad things, but not a
half-demon.
He smiled, his irritation draining away. Youre a nice person.
Yeah. Its my curse. She nodded. Im doomed.
A brief flash of his vision clouded his mind. Go get your things, Doll.
Ill wait for you here.
**
So, were going to need a witch, Doyle finished summarizing
what he remembered of his vision. Its a pretty powerful coven,
but with Angels history with spells and youre
power
Youre quite likely to do us a good turn.
I should warn you that not all of my spells go the way I plan them.
I sort of
Willow looked away, flushing with embarrassment. I
sort of have a friend who is still a rat. I cant quite get her de-ratted.
Im afraid shes going to be really mad at me when I do.
Amys still a rat? Cordelia asked from the drivers
seat. Wow. I hope she likes cheese.
Doyle placed his hand on Willows, giving Cordelia a dirty look in the
rear view mirror. Dont worry about it, Doll. I doubt there will
be any rat issues comin up.
She smiled, a small laugh sneaking out. Tilting her head, Willow looked intently
at Doyle. Youre not what I expected from Cordelias
emails.
She talked about me? Doyle raised his eyebrows. And I
didnt think she cared. He ignored the look Cordelia sent him
in the mirror, instead focusing on Willow. What did you expect?
Well, I thought you might be more of a jerk. She said you were a lot
like Xander on his worst days. Willow smiled more widely. Of
course, our opinions of Xanders worst days are a little different.
To me, theyre whenever I would walk on them kissing. To her, I think
Im more in the culprit spot.
Oh no. Im completely over that, Cordelia stated.
Xanders worst days are more along the lines of when he would
make jokes about everything, especially when you were trying to have a serious
conversation with him."
Willow shrugged and nodded. Okay, we do have the same opinion of
Xanders worst days. Looking back at Doyle, she reached over and
touched his hand. So far, youve completely blown my preconceived
notions out of the water.
He turned his hand over so that her fingers grazed his palm. As she touched
him, soft and simple, a flash of pain slammed through Doyle, accompanying
another vision. He jerked back, slamming his head into the window. He cried
out and slumped down into his seat.
Grab the bottle under the front seat, Cordelia said tersely.
Quick. Hes going to need it.
Willow did as she asked, watching helplessly as Doyle continued to suffer.
Do they always come like this?
Not so often usually. Something big must be brewing down in LA. Got
your seatbelt on? Cordelia didnt even wait for Willow to answer
before she pressed her foot hard on the gas. Doyle groaned, as he was slammed
forward into her seat, ending up hunched between the two seats.
Christ, Cordelia. Im sufferin enough, aint I?
He struggled his way back up onto the seat and took the bottle from
Willows outstretched hand. Cracking the seal on it, he swallowed half
of it, grimacing all the while. This is the last time I let Angel buy
the booze. Hes got no taste.
What did you see?
Just a little more detail. We need to get home, right away. He
watched Willow out of the corner of his eye, wondering if he was doing the
right thing. Hey Red?
Yes?
Doyle lowered his voice. We need to talk. I havent
been
completely honest.
Now?
As soon as we get to the office. He managed a weak smile. You
might want a little privacy.
**
Angel was standing in the doorway when Doyles car squealed to stop
in front of the building. Willow and Doyle climbed out and Cordelia took
off again. You let her drive your car?
I needed to tell Willow a bit about what was going on. He shrugged.
She was good, for the most part. And by the time she wasnt, she
wasnt at my request.
Angel nodded and turned his attention to Willow. Hello.
Hi Angel. She stepped forward and hugged him shyly. He stood
still for a moment before wrapping his arms around her and hugging her in
return. Pulling back, she grinned. Do you have a restroom?
Right this way, he said with a laugh. He guided her through the
office and down into his apartment, noting with amusement that Doyle was
right on her heels. When Willow closed the door behind her, Doyle grabbed
his arm and pulled him into the kitchen.
Were in trouble, Boss.
What? Angels amusement faded immediately. Whats
the problem?
Her. Doyle gestured back to the bathroom. She was in the
vision I had in Sunnydale, and I promise it wasnt the kind of vision
I wanted to have with her in it. He sank down on a chair.
Shes in danger.
Then why bring her here?
Because we need her help.
Is helping us putting her in danger? Angels voice lowered.
No. Well, yes and no. Theres a coven of witches, working some
bad mojo. Theyre looking to do some serious damage. If we defeat them
now, shell be in a bit of danger helping us fight them. But if shes
not here, theyre gonna win their fight with us and go after her. And
then shell have no one to help her.
So this is the lesser of two evils? Angel nodded. Did you
tell her any of this?
Doyle looked sheepish. Nah.
Doyle.
Its okay, Willow said from the hallway. I kind of
suspected I was the key to all of this. She walked in and sat between
them. Buffys been having dreams too. Theyre vague right
now, but every time she wakes up, she comes over and makes sure Im
okay. I thought I might be headed for trouble.
Im sorry, Willow.
She smiled her thanks at Angel. Its okay. Im hoping that
I can help and not just get captured or something.
So, shes staying here? Angel asked Doyle.
Doyle tried to suppress the unexpected surge of jealousy that flared up in
him. The thought of Willow, alone here with Angel
hell, alone with anyone
filled him with annoyance. I
I suppose. This place is as secure
as any.
Actually, Angel gave him a small smile, almost as if he could
read Doyles thoughts. With the sewer entrance and the office
being open all day, it might be better if she stayed somewhere a little more
secure. Smiling even more at Doyles hopeful look, he went on.
Although at your place, she would be at risk of every bill collector
and every thug or goon sent to squeeze a little money out of everyones
favorite debtor.
Hey! Ive got most of the money I owe paid back.
But at Cordelias she doesnt have anyone to watch over her,
except a completely cowed ghost. What if you and she both stay at
Cordelias? I kind of like the thought of you having a chaperone.
Me or him? Willow asked.
Angel grimaced, having forgotten Willow was in the room. Him. You,
I trust.
Wont Cordy mind?
Ill ask her sweetly, Doyle muttered, getting out of his
chair and heading up the stairs. Angel watched him go with an amused grin.
You like torturing him.
Its a good kind of torture, Angel said softly, wondering
if he was doing the right thing, allowing Doyle to spend time alone with
Willow.
Hes a good friend?
About what I deserve, Angel admitted. He turned his gaze to Willow.
How is she?
Surviving. Getting better. There are days
well, every day Ill
look over and see a sadness in her eyes, but it doesnt hold her down
like it used to. Shell never be over you, but shes trying hard
to move on.
Good, he sighed. I
I know. She still loves you too. Willow stood up and looked around.
This is nice. Dark, but nice. I guess dark is nice for you.
Taking a deep breath, she faced him. What
is Doyle okay? Someone
I can trust through all this?
Yeah, Angel didnt pause.
She nodded, biting her lower lip. Good.
I wouldnt trust you with anyone I didnt trust
implicitly.
Thanks Angel.
Doyle smiled to himself as he crept up the last few stairs to actually complete
his mission and talk to Cordelia. Angel trusted him, which meant Willow did.
And if she could trust the vampire that had once held her lovely neck up
to his fangs, well
odds were good that she could trust a half demon
with less than completely honorable intentions.
**
I cant believe you have to stay at my apartment, Cordelia
groaned. Youre a slob.
I am not! Ive got a perfectly neat apartment. Besides, you forget
I saw where you lived before this, ducks.
Right. Cordelia snapped her mouth closed, effectively killing
the subject. So, Willow, I guess you can sleep in the spare bedroom
and Doyle can sleep on the couch. But tonight, you guys are on your own.
I have a date and Im not going to break it just to baby-sit.
Dont worry, Cordy, I can take care of her.
I can take good care of myself, Willow reminded him. And herself,
her mind whispered. And you should have fun on your date, Cordelia.
Ive got a spell or two up my sleeve if Doyle gets out of hand.
Cordelia smiled and pulled into her parking spot. Okay, here are the
keys. Im so late, so youre going to have to let yourselves in.
And remember, dont invite any vampires in, its tough to get the
dust out of the carpet. And Dennis doesnt vacuum.
Dennis? Willow asked.
My ghost roommate. I mentioned him.
Right. Willow nodded and climbed out of the car. Well
see you later.
Doyle took the keys from her hand and led her to Cordelias apartment.
Swinging the door open for her, he took her bag and guided the way to the
guest bedroom. This was Dennis room, but Im sure if we
ask nicely, hell close his eyes when youre changin.
Dennis is nice, right?
Oh sure. The boys as whipped as can be. Cowed by his Ma and then
Cordelia. You barely even have to raise your voice. He sat down on
the side of the bed. So, Red. What say you and I do a little brainstorming
and see if we can come up with a plan?
Why dont you tell me what you saw? Willow sat next to him,
her hand brushing his. In your vision.
Doyle stood up immediately, pacing the small room. Theyre not
visions so much as flashes of information. Faces, names, places. Its
like a download of nouns. Theres never any real insight as to whats
going wrong or whats going to happen. Its just
its
nothing much, especially for all the pain that come along with em.
What did you see this time?
You, he admitted.
Just me? Willow tilted her head, smiling slightly. Me in
danger? Me kicking demon ass? Me
Well, Id like to say it was you in sexy lingerie, but Im
never that lucky.
Willow blushed and looked away from him. Well, as I dont actually
own anything that could be construed as sexy lingerie, I think thats
a good thing. So, what was I doing?
Dying.
Oh. Her voice seemed small, even to her own ears.
I saw you, bleeding
cut open. Then I saw a gathering of faces,
dark and foreboding, I guess you could say. Then I saw a nightclub and a
symbol.
A symbol?
He pulled a small book out of his pocket. I nabbed this from Angels.
I doubt hell miss it until I tell him about it tomorrow, but
I thought there was no point in us sitting around doing nothing tonight.
He thumbed through the pages until he found the one he wanted. Handing it
to her, he watched her eyes as she looked at the picture then read the caption.
That doesnt bode well, does it?
It means sacrifice.
I read that.
It means a blood debt. Doyle took the book from her trembling
hands. It means that someone thinks you owe your life for a promise
you or one of your ancestors made. It means
It means Im going to die.
Doyle set the book on the bed and knelt before her. Nah, Red. It
doesnt mean that. It just means that we need to figure out whats
going on and do what we can to fix it. He took her hands and looked
up into her green eyes. Its a coven of renegade witches, delving
into sorcery more powerful than your average Wicca. Its
How do you know that if all you saw was their faces?
Well, that sort of brings us to the reason I know about the symbol
as well. One of the faces
one of the people after you, is ah
sort
of an ex-girlfriend of mine. I sort of made her a promise that I didnt
keep and I had to face this thing too.
But youre alive.
Yah. But you dont want to know
well; lets just say
they got their blood. Only the fact that Im part demon saved me. And
since you, he reached out and touched her cheek, brushing his thumb
along the creamy skin. Are most definitely all human, Id rather
they didnt take their pound of flesh
or internal organs in this
case.
Do you think your ex-girlfriend would tell you why they were after
me?
Probably, but I doubt I could get the information back to you after
she cut off my head, which shes likely to do if she sees me again.
Oh.
But we do have an advantage.
We do? Willow looked skeptical. Other than the fact that
you still have a head?
Yeah. You see, youre a witch. The power youve got
it
radiates off you, especially to a non-human entity. Not like a beacon or
anything, more like an aura. Were gonna put you in a situation where
they can see that. Thats going to make them think twice, wonder if
they can get you to settle the promise or, if not that, come over to their
side. Which is where the nightclub comes in.
The nightclub?
From my vision.
Right. Willow nodded. Am I supposed to be following all
of this?
The nightclub is their hangout. Its where they go for new recruits,
using their power to sway women to their side and wield their power over
men. Its sort of like a haven for sexual brokering. Theyve got
the power and they use it, ya know what I mean?
Not at all.
Doyle sighed. Red, youre gorgeous, but this innocent act can
be a bitch.
Its not an act.
Thats why its a bitch. He got to his feet and left
the room. Willow followed him after a few minutes. He was staring into the
fireplace. When she was about to touch him, he turned. All women have
power. With men, the power usually manifests itself in the ability to arouse
us, turn us on. You just move or talk or touch and were helpless as
a newborn. Youve got it in spades, simply because youre so unaware
of it.
The hand she had outstretched to touch his shoulder before he turned fell
to her side. So I go to this nightclub and act oblivious to the fact
that men want me and they come after me trying to capture me or convert
me?
Well, that would be convenient, but I dont think its quite
right. He moved away from her, sitting on the couch. You see,
the innocent thing only works on men. Women think youre going for the
cheap score. So youre going to have to come across as someone who knows
shes got the power and aint afraid to use it.
And so were going to find someone else to play my part?
You mean to tell me, Doyle leaned forward. That you have
no idea that youre beautiful? Youve got no clue that youre
sexy? Youre completely oblivious to the fact that men stare after you
when you walk by?
Willow blushed and shook her head. The only guy that ever looked at
me was Oz. Well, and Xander for a little while, but no one else.
Then youre as blind as you think they are, Doyle stated
strongly. All right, if you cant find your own confidence,
well make you up a batch.
What?
He stood and took her arm, guiding her to the guestroom. Nothing.
Well talk about it tomorrow. Get a good nights sleep. He
looked around the room sternly. And Dennis? No peeking.
Shutting the door behind him, Doyle leaned against it, forcing his breathing
to slow. Touching her, thinking about her all dressed up and actually,
deliberately trying to seduce someone had elevated his blood pressure and
sent the demon in his blood racing through his veins.
This little witch was going to be far more dangerous to him than any coven
of witches were likely to be to her.
CONTINUE